tisdag 23 september 2008

I saw the lights fading out...

This is it. Idag lamnade jag in min avskedsansokan pa jobbet. Jag har tankt och tankt och tankt och jag har tagit ett beslut som jag hoppas over allt annat ar det ratta. Om ungefar tva veckor kommer jag lamna London som varit mitt hem de senaste atta manaderna. Jag borjar grata bara jag tanker pa det, samtidigt kanns det ratt. Som Sabina sa... Nar man inte vet vad man vill kanslomassigt far man ga pa det praktiska och vad som kanns bast. Och jag vet inom mig att det som ar bast ar att aka hem, jag kan inte gomma mig har langre, det fungerar inte. Jag maste fundera pa vad jag vill gora, vad som kan fa mig att kanna mig helt tillfredsstalld med livet. Men Gud, vad jag kommer sakna London...

It's quiet now
And what it brings
Is everything
Comes calling back
A brilliant night
I'm still awake

I looked ahead
I'm sure I saw you there
You don't need me
To tell you now
That nothing can compare

You might have laughed if I told you
You might have hidden A frown
You might have succeeded in changing me
I might have been turned around

It's easier to leave than to be left behind
Leaving was never my proud
Leaving London is never easy
I saw the light fading out

Now life is sweet
And what it brings
I tried to take
But loneliness
It wears me out
It lies in wait

And I've lost
Still in my eyes
The shadow of necklace
Across your thigh
I might've lived my life in a dream, but I swear
This is real
Memory fuses and shatters like glass
Mercurial future, forget the past
It's you, it's what I feel.

Och till dig, min allra finaste van:
I told you, forever
I love you, forever
I told you, I love you
I love you, forever

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